.random.messed up.
Friday, April 04, 2008, 3:58 PM
hahay. don't mind me. i just feel so messed up.
for some reason, i feel left out.. emo na kung emo, yun nafeefeel ko eh.. grabe, kung kelan maghihiwa-hiwalay, doon pa nag-fall apart?? ewan ko bah. this sucks.. i lost a ring.. so with that, naging awkward ako with the owner.. made her cry eh, pinagalitan kc siya. and it's all my fault. huhu. SORRY... :( tapos sa capsule naman.. i feel so guilty na hindi kami nagtapos.. naapektuhan pa tuloy clearances and personal lives nila.. haiz. sorry talaga.. ewan bah. basta sa school.. ganyan talaga feeling ko lately.. parang.. op ako most of the time?? coz when you look around, all the people have these sort of big "groups".. people to hang out with.. pero does that mean dapat you belong to one?? arrgh.. basta, i feel like i'm drifting away from my friends.. lalo na dahil my parents became stricter.. esp with the college requirements.. parang they want to me to stop dwelling in the "past" (high school) and start thinking of the future.. worse pa ang feeling kung once sa friendster, friend mo, then the next thing you know, dinelete ka as a friend... i feel so stupid. anyway, let me take this opportunity nalang rin.. to thank you all.. BATCH 2008.. for all the times spent together and the memories we've all shared.. it's been great.. and i love you all.. and sorry.. to all those i've messed up with in a way or another during high school.. well, you know who you are.. (special mention to my research groupmates, sampa..) haiiz.. so emo.. so random.. and iba pagkakasulat ko ngayon. tama nah. |
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